Really now…who are you?
As the answers rise up within you, I suggest that you write them down. Keep a running list. And don’t NOT write down any response that is a little ugly or dark or something you don’t want to admit. As we move along through this study, we will purposefully and intentionally work to find the Truth from the Scriptures of just God says you are. And your list can be overwritten with those Truths.
Now, when you ask yourself ‘Who am I?,’ how do you feel about looking within? Is it uncomfortable…painful even. We each have areas of our hearts, our memories, our minds where we have pushed down the things that we don’t like and the things that we don’t want to deal with. And perhaps there are things in your heart way down there that you aren’t even aware of anymore.
The Psalmist knew that it was God, and God alone, Who knew the depths of his heart! Over and over we read of him asking God to show him his heart. In Psalm 139, he declares,
You have searched me, Lord, and you know me.
Verse 1
Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts.
Verse 23
Throughout our lives, situations and circumstances have led us to believe ‘things’ about ourselves—things that are simply not true. For many of us, perhaps even the majority of us, because of life events, our thoughts and beliefs about who we are have been molded without our even knowing it.
I encourage you to let the Holy Spirit reveal to you these lies that you believe about yourself. This will not be easy…most probably, very uncomfortable! But what great value there will be to not holding onto these lies anymore. And to shed light where there was darkness! And to hold onto the Truth that is revealed—the Truth about who God made you (each of us!) to be.
For You, O Lord, are my Lamp; the Lord lightens my darkness.
2 Samuel 22:29
This little song, sung by a few teenager girls, expresses my heart. How about yours?
“Search my heart, Lord, find anything, anything that keeps me from You
Find everything, everything that leads me away from Truth
I’m asking You, Lord, now know my heart
Every little secret, every hidden part
And what You ask of me, Lord, I’ll do…anything.”
Day by day, chapter by chapter, week by week, as we choose to persevere through this study, we will come to recognize just who we are in Christ! Oh, to trust and believe it—I am who God says I am.
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Oh, heavenly Father, I pray for each and every one of my sisters asking, Lord, that You will fill each of their hearts with the Truth of who they really are and how very much You love them. I ask that You would help each one of us to replace every single lie that is counter to the way that You see us with Truth from Your Scriptures. Please help us to believe that ‘I am who God says I am!’ With Jesus’ precious blood we have been redeemed and made whole; it is in His Name that I ask and pray these things. Amen. Thank You, Lord.