That pen is sitting there in front of you and the paper is calling you to try one more time…. And what resolution did you totally not do last year? Then we make mental lists of why we CAN’T do anything and before you know it—we have failed before we ever started. Have you been there?
The enemy, the deceiver, the father of lies will do anything and everything to steal your joy and take your focus off of what is really important…and his main reason? To keep you from doing God’s work and to discourage you along the way with your own words of failure. Here’s an example in God’s Word:
Now when Sanballat heard that we were building the wall, he was angry and greatly enraged, and he jeered at the Jews. And he said in the presence of his brothers and of the army of Samaria, “What are these feeble Jews doing? Will they restore it for themselves? Will they sacrifice? Will they finish up in a day? Will they revive the stones out of the heaps of rubbish, and burned ones at that?” Tobiah the Ammonite was beside him, and he said, “Yes, what they are building—if a fox goes up on it he will break down their stone wall!”
Hear, O our God, for we are despised. Turn back their taunt on their own heads and give them up to be plundered in a land where they are captives. Do not cover their guilt, and let not their sin be blotted out from Your sight, for they have provoked You to anger in the presence of the builders. So we built the wall. And all the wall was joined together to half its height, for the people had a mind to work.
Nehemiah 4:1-6
God has elected Nehemiah to lead His people in rebuilding the wall of Jerusalem. Oh how well they were doing! They had all the tools they needed to be successful and everyone was working so hard. Then comes the critics…how they ridiculed these children of God. All of the sudden, these people who once had so much confidence were now questioning their ability to do anything. They were feeling stupid and wanted to quit. See, the enemy had come in and attacked right where they were vulnerable.
Have you ever had this happen to you? God had spoken pretty clear about something He wanted you to do, or maybe He wanted you to lead. Then someone mentions a fear of yours or puts one doubt in your head…and all that excitement and courage goes out the window. Now you’re questioning if it even was God’s idea. You’re about to give up, BUT GOD. {His voice is louder than yours.}
(Back to Nehemiah….) Nehemiah was wise and He loved the Lord. He knew how to handle people who would criticize him. He went to God and had a discussion about all of them. In Nehemiah 4:4 he says to God,”Turn their insults back on their own heads.” (We as kids may have said similar things, right? “I know you are but what am I?”) Unlike us, he didn’t talk to his critics or try to defend himself. He let God handle it. He shared all of his feelings with his Heavenly Father, His Creator, Who knew him better than he knew himself. What happened next?
“So we built the wall.
And all the wall was joined together for half its height,
for the people worked with all their heart.”
In other words, satan was defeated at his own game. What he dished out didn’t take their focus off of what was important; it made them turn hard to God. Their focus was on the work of their Lord and no one could destroy them.
So this New Year, instead of making impossible lists of goals and setting yourself up to feel like a failure…make another kind of list. Like one that lists all the ways God loves you and wants desperately to be your Guide and so much more. And when that doubt is thrown at you, you have His Word to lean on and encourage you. His own words to guide and direct you in any task that He is asking of you. You are ready and you are able to do it—you just have to be willing. I’m going to leave you with some verses of encouragement and I urge you to write them down, post them on your mirror or wherever they are most visible. And if you aren’t sure if you have Jesus in your heart, I urge you to pray the prayer below with me and take these verses to your heart that are posted below. Please let us know in the comment section so we can celebrate this special day with you.
For God did not give you a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.
2 Timothy 1:7
I have set the Lord always before me. Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken.
Psalm 16:8
Cast all your cares on the Lord and He will sustain you; He will never let the righteous fall.
Psalm 55:22
My comfort is my suffering is this: Your promise preserves my life.
Psalm 119:50
The Lord is my Strength and my Song: He has become my Salvation.
Psalm 118:14
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Dear Heavenly Father, I know I am a sinner. I need forgiveness. I believe that Jesus is Your Son and He is the Savior. I ask that You come into my heart and stay. Be my Lord and Savior. I need You to guide me and give me that joy You promise. I’m tired of going this alone. Thank You for the Holy Spirit that I now have to guide me. I love You, in Jesus’ name, amen.
good encouragement, kim…i am appreciative! eyes on God…working with ALL my heart <3
I love this story, Kim. Thank you for sharing your insights. “Their focus was on the work of their Lord and no one could destroy them.” I pray that my focus will be on the Lord and the work He has for me this year.