But the eyes of the Lord are on those who fear Him,
on those whose hope is in His unfailing love,
to deliver them from death
and keep them alive in famine.
We wait in hope for the Lord;
He is our help and our shield.
In Him our hearts rejoice,
for we trust in His holy name.
May your unfailing love be with us, Lord,
even as we put our hope in You.
Psalm 33:18-22
These verses are like a salve to soothe the hurt each of us have endured over time. We never feel like it will at that moment…but it does. One summer a friend of mine had a visit from her sister, brother-in-law and their three boys. It was a very sweet time of fellowship and new friendships were developed during the three week visit. It soon came time for them to return to their home and they were sorely missed.
By October, the middle boy became gravely ill. My friend left everything and went to be with her sister. Her nephew stayed in the hospital until the middle of November when, by God’s mercy, he succumbed to the disease. There was a webpage that was dedicated to having others offer prayer and support for this child and his family. People from all walks of life and from all over the world were praying for his recovery, but God knew better.
Through all of this my friend, whose faith had always seemed to be unshakable, began to question God’s. Why did He allow this to happen to her nephew, why didn’t He heal him, why are some healed and others die. What was different in his case? Did they not pray enough? Did they allow doubt to enter their hearts? Did they not ask the right church leaders to offer prayer? My heart hurt for my friend. I prayed for healing, but as they cut away the limbs of the child, I knew he might be better off in heaven where he could run and play with his dinosaurs.
1 Peter 5:7 says, “Cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you.” We may never understand why God chooses to heal one over the other. But we have to trust that He knows infinitely better than we. Our hope in these situations is that we will see each other in heaven, with our bodies whole—not scarred or broken—but made whole. Sometimes all we can do is pray and listen.
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Father, we love You and praise You. Give us the wisdom to know when to encourage, and when we just need to listen. There are questions we will never know the answer to until we see You in heaven. Help us to know when we need to question and when we just need to have a child-like trust that You are in control. Help us not to be angry with You, when things do not make sense in our limited human knowledge. You have a bigger plan that we cannot see. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
Thank you, Tina, for sharing. That is a hard story. Oh, to trust Him more!
That is a hard story. The family is still dealing with his loss. My friend’s daughter had a tattoo placed on her arm and was asked about it at a coffee shop. When se explained who it was for, the lady gasped and said that she and her family followed the Facebook page that had been created. All the prayers and ministry little Caden inspired…..