“Haman was a happy man as he left the banquet” (Esther 5:9a, NLT). His seemingly ever- increasing power starting from his promotion (chapter 3:1 and 2) to King Xerxes giving him his signet ring and carte blanche to do what he wanted with this “certain people” (chapter 3:10 and 11) to this intimate banquet with the king and queen (here in chapter 5:4 and 5), was feeding Haman’s pride big time. Not only that but Queen Esther had invited him to a second banquet! His hat didn’t fit his big head anymore, and his buttons were popping off his cloak from his puffed out chest as he walked out the king’s gate to go home for the night! Can you hear his evil cackle? Oh, I don’t like this guy!
“But when he saw Mordecai sitting at the palace gate, not standing up or trembling nervously before him, Haman became furious” (Esther 5:9b). We already know from Esther chapter 3, that Haman planned to destroy Mordecai and all the Jews. Now, when he saw Mordecai sitting there so peacefully with no regard for him at all, Haman almost exploded on the inside with indescribable hatred.
Mordecai “stood” his ground by sitting when Haman walked by. Mordecai knew Who he had to ultimately answer to, and it wasn’t Haman. Mordecai had full confidence in the Lord’s provision and protection. Confidence in God and the humility of obedience and submission to Him gave Mordecai a calm and peaceful presence that was like acid eating away at Haman. (Compare the similarities when Jesus “stood His ground” in His last hours, Matthew 26-27.)
Haman was so full of himself that he couldn’t see that his pedestal of pride had no foundation. One day it would come crashing down around him. As Matthew Henry’s Commentary would describe him: he is a self-admirer, a self-deceiver. Doesn’t he sound like someone else we know? Isaiah 14:13-14, “For you (Satan) say to yourself, ‘I will ascend to heaven and set my throne about God’s stars…and be like the Most High.’” Satan’s plan is for the destruction of God’s creation. His pride is so great and his rage against God is so consuming that he intends to kill and destroy (John 10:10) everyone he can. But he has no foundation of truth. He has built his plan on pride and hatred. He and his plan will fall. Isaiah 14:15, “Instead, you will be brought down to the place of the dead, down to its lowest depths.”
Pride goes before destruction, and haughtiness before a fall.
Proverbs 16:18Haughtiness goes before destruction; humility precedes honor.
Proverbs 18:12
Matthew Henry’s Commentary also says: “A slight affront, which a humble man would scarcely notice, will torment a proud man , even to madness, and will mar all his comforts.” Haman was tormented by Mordecai’s affront, his intentional defiance. I believe Satan is tormented by our affronts when we stand against him and his evil plan to destroy us and our families.
We have two life examples to look at here. We have Haman who lived a very self-centered and prideful life. He deceived himself and he deceived others, especially the king, for very selfish motives. Then we have Mordecai, who was a humble man of faith and confidence. His motives were selfless as day after day he watched over and wisely advised Esther, even to the extent of sitting at the gate when “trouble” walked by.
Today we have the opportunity to check our motives for what we do and what we say. If our motives are based on feeding our pride and obtaining power over a person or a situation, we are self-deceived and insecure. If a small offense eats away at us, we will want to check our lives for underlying pride. A life controlled by pride will lead us to “destruction,” as we read in Proverbs 16:18.
If our motives are directed by our faith in God, then we will live selfless lives of submission and service. We will not be easily offended, and will forgive quickly. We will stand in humble confidence and peace, even as we “sit by the gate” when trouble tries to destroy us. (Ephesians 6:13.) We will have an inner assurance that God will show Himself mighty to save.
The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy;
I (Jesus) have come that they (you and I) may have life, and have it to the full.
John 10:10
Who does your life look most like…Haman or Mordecai? Is it one of pride, torment, insecurity, fear, and eventual destruction? Or is it one of humility, peace, confidence, faith, and life? Today is your day to choose “life and have it to the full.”
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Let’s Pray:
Dear Lord, we come humbly to Your throne of grace today. Even at this moment we are searching our innermost beings for areas of pride and deception. Help us, Holy Spirit, to find them so we can repent and allow You to cleanse us. We want our motives to be pure and selfless. Please help us to not be easily offended and to quickly forgive. May each of us live a life of humility, peace, confidence, and faith. Thank You for offering us life to the full! In Jesus’ Name, Amen.
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Clella, when I was a child in Sunday School, I started quoting John 10:10. For some reason, that stuck with me as a child, and I knew I wanted to have life abundantly. But, today, you brought the first part of the verse really to light by asking us to take a look at our life in terms of Haman and Mordecai and choose how we can have life and have it to the full. The description you gave really brought it home as to how to have that abundant life to the full. Great points and thanks.
You’re welcome, Martha, and thank you for your comments. It is “easier” to dwell on the wonderful Truth of the second half of John 10:10, than it is to think about the dark truth of the first half. As I Peter 5:8-9 says, we must be alert and resist the enemy. The enemy of our souls is “prowling” around looking for an opportunity to get into our lives, and destroy us from the inside out. When we are aware of his schemes, and choose to put on the full armor of God, we can stand against him (Ephesians 6:10-18), and will have life to the full.
Today is your day to choose “life and have it to the full.”
Oh I love this Clella! You offered a lot to think about, It’s so true 🙂
Thanks Tonya. Isn’t it amazing how God took one verse today, and gave us so much to think about and learn from! Life in Him is Full! 🙂
Oh my! Lots to consider and evaluate in your blog today Clella. Love how God shows us something new every time we study His Word. Even in scriptures we think we know
I agree Cynda. When I first looked at that one verse I questioned if I would get enough out of it to write a blog. When I gave it to God, He opened it up and it was packed with lessons for me (us) to learn! He has me “searching my innermost being!” 🙂
I love all the pictures you painted with your words here today, Clella. So many good points and truths to remember, respond to, and grow with. Thank you!
Thanks, Colleen, I learn better with pictures–and I had so much to learn! 🙂 So thankful we can all grow from this study today.
“We have an inner assurance that God will show Himself mighty to save.” I love that! Too many times “humility” is equated with “weakness” when the opposite is true – in our humility we are the strongest, because our will and pride are submitted to God’s authority. Instead of “it’s by my power” (pride), it becomes “it’s by God’s power” (humility) – allowing the strength of God to flow toward us, through us and on our behalf. Oh that we should all have the strength of Mordecai’s character! Great job today, Clella! 😀
Thank you, Robin, for adding your thoughts, they were spot on! Thank you too for adding them onto the Facebook page, I wouldn’t want anyone to miss what you said! <3
agreed, agreed with our sisters that you have made so many good points in this blog, clella! you wrote “Confidence in God and the humility of obedience and submission to Him gave Mordecai a calm and peaceful presence…” my take-away for today! <3
Thank you, Coleen. I too want to grow in my confidence in the Lord and in my humility before Him. That is where I (and each of us) will have a life of inner peace, and have it “to the full.”